i am head over heals totally in love with pat. i know i never thought it would be possible to fall so hard for someone that way i have for him, but i did. i just can't explain it at all any better then that. he is perfect. he is the one, my one and only. each time i read a letter or he calls me just makes that even more clear, to both of us. it is totally awesome. he is for sure my best friend already and i love him more and more with each passing day.