yesterday

i had a busy day yesterday which included mowing then lawn before the next snowfall and re-arranging my bedroom. my love called me too which is always fantastic. i was very hyper active yesterday.

counting the days

until pat and i are finally together. the count currently is 103 days. he called me already this morning, he is so sweet to me. God, I love him so much.

my love

i got a call from my love today. he is so fantastic, and treats me so good. i can't wait till he calls me again. we are moving in together the early part of July! i can hardly wait. he is not only my love but truly my best friend too. i could not ask for more.

love is awesome

pat called me tonight. i am so glad cause when he called last night i could not talk very long because of hannah's choir concert. we got to talk for an hour, and it was the best yet. i am so head over heals in love and the best part is so is he. he is planning on calling me again saturday. well i guess i am off to try to get some sleep. good night.

totally in love

i am head over heals totally in love with pat. i know i never thought it would be possible to fall so hard for someone that way i have for him, but i did. i just can't explain it at all any better then that. he is perfect. he is the one, my one and only. each time i read a letter or he calls me just makes that even more clear, to both of us. it is totally awesome. he is for sure my best friend already and i love him more and more with each passing day.

sick and tired

literally sick and tired. super sore throat, feverish, chills. i so need to just stay in bed but i can't ever just do that.

i want to write another letter to pat tonight. I have 162 minutes left on my phone after last nights phone call. Probably would have had less if he called earlier in the day, but that is ok. planning on calling me again next sunday, but he may give in before then he said. i asked him to try to hold out till friday if he could. i am madly in love with this man. he is so good to me.

finally !!!

i got a long letter from Pat and then about 6ish a 1 1/2 hour phone call too. it kills my phone minutes on my prepaid wireless, but i so love hearing him on the phone. expecting a call on Sunday. that is when he set up to call me, but i guess he could not wait any longer. good thing i had just reloaded my phone and did not wait because it would not have been good, i was down to 35 minutes. now standing at 230 something but i know that will go way down again very soon. dammit man, i wish i could afford the unlimited time from net 10. i may have no choice but to sign up for it the beginning of march.

the next step

pat and I have decided we are more then friends when he called me yesterday. after talking for four months, he has told me that he loves me. I knew that I loved him and wanted him, but I did not know the feelings where mutual. Now I know and it makes me feel very warm and fuzzy for sure.