sick and tired

literally sick and tired. super sore throat, feverish, chills. i so need to just stay in bed but i can't ever just do that.

i want to write another letter to pat tonight. I have 162 minutes left on my phone after last nights phone call. Probably would have had less if he called earlier in the day, but that is ok. planning on calling me again next sunday, but he may give in before then he said. i asked him to try to hold out till friday if he could. i am madly in love with this man. he is so good to me.