it's tuesday

i spent monday crying off and on, this morning so far I called my love at 4 am, then I took a shower, prayed the Rosary, had a glass of chocolate milk, and now i have the sneezes. it is way too cold in here this morning.

today

i had a badish kind of day today. i got up feeling not so good this morning. i had to lay back down for a while. when i got up i felt better but my mood had been terrible all day for the most part.
my neighbor down the street gave us a love seat for our new place. i did not yet get my second letter from pat that should have come today. it depressed me but he called me unexpectedly even though i wished for him to call me so that was good and i felt a bit better afterward. i took the bed off the rails and set the mattress and box spring on the floor.

getting better

i know i am getting better and not too bad sick now. thank god because i was pretty worried there for a few days. i am coughing up a big load of mucus now and i can breath through my nose again. but my asthma is still really bad. i forgot to call the doctor to try to get a refill of medicine for it. i guess i had better try to remember to do that monday.

good night and then some more too

sorry for not posting about much but being sick. it is really the only thing i have going on right now. i have been writhing letters to pat every day and mailing them every day since i dont have the phone time to allow him to call me as often as we would both like, so I am hoping that getting a new letter every day will help him to feel better and me too.

i am ready for bed and sitting on the edge of the bed writing. i love having a laptop now. not sure i would want a desktop computer again. they are way too bulky for me. i love the freedom the laptop allows.

my neighbor is out there banging around and such again. god how i am tired of her already. i tried really hard to be friendly with her. to no avail it seems. i am not kissing her ass and walking on glass with her. i was here first. every day and night it is all the same crap with her.

pippin is doing really great in the 20 gallon tank..the heat lamp arrived today and i got that set up for him. wish my temp/hum. gauge would arrive too. getting tired of dragging one between two tanks. anyway, he found the food dish today and was happily eating until he saw me walk into the room then he dived into his shell to hide from me. he is much more comfy in this room though because it is darker and way quieter then the living room. i can hardly wait for the others to come up from their molts in the 10 gallon tank.

i am seriously thinking about staying in bed longer tomorrow than i did today. i think if i had stayed in bed i maybe would feel better then i do. my nose is so sore from sneezing and blowing all the time. i don't think i am getting any better but i know i am not getting any worse either.
i lost 3 pounds according to the bathroom scale.

i am so ready to try to get some sleep. good night.

good morning

good morning from a sick person once again. sitting around in my pj's and house slippers today. i should take a shower but i don't feel like it much. my lungs are hurting. sneezing my eyeballs out. can't breath. thank god for caramex and vicks vapo rub.
expecting a package in the mail today. maybe 2 packages if i get lucky enough. that would be awesome, cause i need the second one as bad as the first.
i guess i will have to make myself get a shower and dress. even if i don't feel like it at all. slept last night some after having trouble getting to sleep. did not want to get up today.

good morning i think

i feel terrible. trouble breathing, coughing, mucus, sore throat, body aches. warm things are nice to my throat, but I have drank too much coffee this morning. i really need to get decaf. thank God for vicks vapo rub and caramex. i still managed to get a shower and get dressed this morning even though I slept very little. my daughter had to find her asthma inhaler since mine where empty. i really should call the doctors office and see if they can get me a refil for it called in.

sick and tired

literally sick and tired. super sore throat, feverish, chills. i so need to just stay in bed but i can't ever just do that.

i want to write another letter to pat tonight. I have 162 minutes left on my phone after last nights phone call. Probably would have had less if he called earlier in the day, but that is ok. planning on calling me again next sunday, but he may give in before then he said. i asked him to try to hold out till friday if he could. i am madly in love with this man. he is so good to me.

i'm sick....

dammit, that 26 yr old kid of mine bringing me home a sore throat and chest cold. killing my lungs with my asthma too. still i walked to the walmart this morning to load my debit card so I could make my purchase online this morning.
my throat was so sore this morning that I could not talk at all, it sucks big time but in all honesty I have felt much worse when I was a smoker.
I have no appetite either.

swinging tempuratures

the temperature today is going to be in the 50's again, but right now it is cold in here. i have the shivers. yesterday i was out walking to the store in the cold and i always feel terrible the day after doing that. i get a sore throat and chills all day following. brrr