tonight

i got to talk to pat and wish him a happy birthday. i hope it was a good one for him. f course he wont get his gifts from me until July but they are here waiting for him. i can hardly wait for the next time he calls me.

i got my new cricket phone and have called to get the number ported over from my stupid net 10 phone, but it may not be completed before tomorrow. i am supposed to call cricket again around 1 pm to check the status of the port tomorrow. i sure hope it works ok. i would hate to have to keep two phone running until July.

i found out tonight that he hasn't been sleeping much either, poor baby. we both suffer from the same thinking problem. just one more thing we have in common. i know that once all goes the way it should an d we are finally together we will crash and sleep very soundly. at least i think it will happen.

the boys are both playing video games. i hate that stuff and i will be glad not to have to listen to them anymore. they drive me crazy. Hannah is at the talent show at the high school tonight. i am pretty tired and i need to try to get some sleep but i am waiting for Hannah to get home before i go to bed.

today i started reading the book, the complete idiots guide to understanding Catholicism. i hope i spelled that correct. i am getting read to start chapter 3. so far so good. i will not be going to start rcia classes until after i move though even though i want to start them asap. i think it will just be easier to wait until after i move. well this is just part of the reason why i can't sleep way too much on my mind constantly.

love is awesome

pat called me tonight. i am so glad cause when he called last night i could not talk very long because of hannah's choir concert. we got to talk for an hour, and it was the best yet. i am so head over heals in love and the best part is so is he. he is planning on calling me again saturday. well i guess i am off to try to get some sleep. good night.

goodnight

i am so tired and so much on my mind i am not sure i will be able to sleep at all but i have to try. the damn neighbor is banging all evening again. pat called me again tonight. i love him dearly. so glad to hear his voice again. he makes everything better. 4 more months and we should be together.

good night and then some more too

sorry for not posting about much but being sick. it is really the only thing i have going on right now. i have been writhing letters to pat every day and mailing them every day since i dont have the phone time to allow him to call me as often as we would both like, so I am hoping that getting a new letter every day will help him to feel better and me too.

i am ready for bed and sitting on the edge of the bed writing. i love having a laptop now. not sure i would want a desktop computer again. they are way too bulky for me. i love the freedom the laptop allows.

my neighbor is out there banging around and such again. god how i am tired of her already. i tried really hard to be friendly with her. to no avail it seems. i am not kissing her ass and walking on glass with her. i was here first. every day and night it is all the same crap with her.

pippin is doing really great in the 20 gallon tank..the heat lamp arrived today and i got that set up for him. wish my temp/hum. gauge would arrive too. getting tired of dragging one between two tanks. anyway, he found the food dish today and was happily eating until he saw me walk into the room then he dived into his shell to hide from me. he is much more comfy in this room though because it is darker and way quieter then the living room. i can hardly wait for the others to come up from their molts in the 10 gallon tank.

i am seriously thinking about staying in bed longer tomorrow than i did today. i think if i had stayed in bed i maybe would feel better then i do. my nose is so sore from sneezing and blowing all the time. i don't think i am getting any better but i know i am not getting any worse either.
i lost 3 pounds according to the bathroom scale.

i am so ready to try to get some sleep. good night.

goodnight

i just thought i would check in again. i am still here and still sick. coughing, sneezing, stuffed up nose. the works pretty much. i tried so hard not to get sick this winter, it just did not work once again. i tried to sleep but couldn't this afternoon. so my son helped me adjust the bed lags to raise the height of the head of the bed a bit. i do hope that will help me to get some rest. i am not resting at all. i know i will not get better if i can't get my rest.

good morning

once again it is supposedly a good morning. i just don't feel it. i should be getting a letter from Pat today, I know that will make me feel better for sure, but until then I am a grumpy bear.

this morning i a going to drink some coffee. i wish i had bought decaf though since the caffeine in it will give me terrible problems with my rls later this evening, but i want the coffee so i guess i will just have to deal with it and cry later. i stopped drinking other things with caffeine because of it already, but this coffee was given to us and I hate waste so here i go drinking it.

i spent all day yesterday playing at pogo when i was awake, the rest of the day i spent in bed. today i need to try really hard to finish the hat i was trying to make for myself. i really wanted to get the hat and scarf done but i have not had the motivation to do either.

goodnight

i am too tired to stay up any longer tonight. i think i will just be going to bed now and it is only 8 pm. times like these when i feel really old. my body is hurting too badly to stay up for very much longer anyway. i wish i had a more comfortable chair to sit in.
pat wants me to run with him when we can finally be together, i really doubt that it is possible though. i told him i could walk, but i wasn't sure about running. i have never been able to run.
well goodnight blogger world, until tomorrow.