i am still really tired this morning. i had some cereal, but now my eyes are so droopy i feel like i need to go back to bed, i may just have to do that. i took a sleeping pill last night to sleep, my body is not yet recovered from it i guess.

working arond the house

i have been keeping myself busy today trying to anyway by working around the house. i moved my stereo back onto the cabinet since i am taking it with me to pats. i moved the 10 g crabitat to my bedroom where it is quieter. i still have some work to do and doing launry too, but taking my time. playing my mp3 player on the stereo right now with an adapter. too cool.

i called net 10 this morning to get my call waiting fixed, it still isn't working right. but they have until noon to get it working then if it isn't i have to call them back again. it sucks.

sick and tired

literally sick and tired. super sore throat, feverish, chills. i so need to just stay in bed but i can't ever just do that.

i want to write another letter to pat tonight. I have 162 minutes left on my phone after last nights phone call. Probably would have had less if he called earlier in the day, but that is ok. planning on calling me again next sunday, but he may give in before then he said. i asked him to try to hold out till friday if he could. i am madly in love with this man. he is so good to me.

good morning

i am up and around early today. took a shower and got dressed. wearing white pants and a white turtle neck with a pink striped shirt today. it is a balmy 17 degrees this morning. there is a definate chill in the air inside today. tomorrow is supposed to be in the 50's yay. i trimmed my hair up some before my shower this morning. it feels much better now.

i did not get a letter from pat yesterday in the mail. i am hoping it is just due to the holiday on Monday making all the mail a day late. i can hardly wait to get another letter or a phone call from him anymore. it seems to be what keeps me going lately. it makes me feels special to get them.

i am hurting a lot today. i had to walk to the closest local bank yesterday to help Hannah start her own checking account. at least we got it done for her. my legs are killing me and my body pain in general is just bad anyway, but life goes on i just have to bitch a little and move on already.