long time no blogging

well it has been a really long time since i wrote anything in this blog. i am still keeping really busy, but have had lots of changes. i still have my etsy shop open, but i closed my artfire. I couldn't even get one sale on artfire. It was not for lack of trying. I only sold PIF items on etsy during all of 2009, so in essence I lost a lot of money and gave stuff away once again. I sold one item during the 2010 year so far. anyway there was way too much going on to write about.
pat and i bought a new home and moved to Leavenworth. i love it here. it is actually quieter then living anywhere else I have lived. We have a small dog, Bobbie, and a 75 gallon fish tank with my favorite types of fish, some beautiful mystery/apple snails and 3 clams. Overall life is pretty good, but for some reason unknown to me I still go through these days when I can't get out of bed. If I do get out of bed it isn't for very long and mostly for a bowl of ice cream.

another fantastic weekend

with Pat. thursday we talked with Father Mark after class. I am so glad we did that too because I felt wat better about things after we did. I will be getting my paperwork to start my annulments this coming Thursday. So I have the ball rolling for myself. Made a payment on our ring layaway this weekend. We had a yard sale that no one came to on the coldest morning. Hoping I don't come down sick from it. My cat misses me when i am not there.

this weekend

had a lot going on. got an offical marriage proposal on friday during dinner. went to mass on Saturday evening. visited neighbors off and on all weekend. had breakfast at corky's sunday and put rings on layaway then out to freinds for dinner. it was a fantastic dinner too.

sunday

was awesome again, i love visiting pat on Sundays. going next Sunday and Monday next week.

phone call

i got a late evening phone call from my love tonight. he is so good to me. i am glad to hear his voice again. not expecting a letter this weekend since he is working so many hours. i miss getting his phone calls and letters so much, but it is so good when I do get a letter or a phone call.

phone call

from my love tonight. god I miss him already. seeing him Sunday though. i wish he did not have to work so hard right now.

letter

i got a super sweet letter from my love today. i love getting those.

today

i am very tired. but doing some laundry. my stitches are hurting. i'm thinking of pat a lot. i miss his voice. i know he must be so tired working 12 hour days this week. 50 days left until we are together every day.

visiting my love

was awesome! I can't wait to do it again, and again.

sunday plans

i am going to go and see pat again on Sunday. I am very pleased to be able to go. I can't wait to see him again. I love him very much. i have missed hearing his voice the last two days. he's been working long hours. i hope he is well rested by the morning. :)

love

i don't know what I would be doing without Pat in my life. I imagine I would be sitting around here still waiting for death to come and take me. He means the world to me and I would not trade him for anything ever. I would like to take this moment to say to him.
Thank you baby for the car, and for loving me like no other. I love you!

keeping busy

yesterday i kept busy getting needed info. i think i have found the perfect car, now just waiting for the money to buy it. i got quotes for insurance, and found out how much to get it inspected, pay taxes and get it registered and plated. i also got the low down on deposits for utilities and such and figured out if we can afford to live where we want to if all goes well. it was a very productive day. i cant wait until pat calls me today so i can give him all the information. i miss the sound of his sweet voice too. I also wrote 2 letters yesterday.

letter

i got a fantastic letter from pat yesterday. :)

feelings

i miss him already......i love him so much.

i miss his sweet voice too. I wish he would call today.....

love

i never knew or even thought that it was possible to love someone more then you did, but now I know it is possible. i have never known a love like this.

fantastic day

today i spent six hours with Pat and then i got to go and look at the trailer. it was a fantastic day. the best so far. :) I am totally happy right now.

good things coming soon

i have plans on Sunday to visit my love for the first time. i'm scared and somewhat nervous, but very excited to be getting a chance to spend some of the day with him. then after that i get to go and look at a double wide mobile home we are interested in. i am not nervous about that at all. i hope all turns out to be a great sunday!

Thank you God for all the blessings you have brought into my life recently!

phone call

i got a surprise phone call from my love this morning. :) i got some good news too. :)

i am missing pat's voice today.........:(

*edit* he called me :)

fantastic week

altogether I had a fantastic week when you count all the phone calls from my love and 3 letters too. I practically got a phone call every day and two yesterday! love is awesome!